i guess that's what happens when you say you'll do it tomorrow.
... I can't say I'm pleased with myself or my results since my last post. i'm stronger - maaybe my endurance is up a bit.. i've been riding my bike lately to and from workouts? that means something but not sure it's enough anymore.
i have taken a hiatus from my friday workouts to work with my dad on our cabin. it's basically been sitting in the same state for nearly 12 years. in a months time it went from crappy.. to holy cow..
I typically have been able to ride my momentum through the weekend based on my friday workouts - but every monday it feels like i start over. i absolutely HATE starting over.
but that is where I feel i am. I missed tonight because I didn't leave west end until 5pm and had to sit in rush hour at times and it made me remember how much i do not want to live in nashville if i still have things to do in murfreesboro.
I guess I need to have a time of rededication .. I need a new set of ideals for motivation. I seem to have misplaced mine. i need something to grab a hold of..
all for now.
